Wednesday 23 January 2019

Where The Sands Meet The Shore



“I’m not confirming anything or denying anything, Roza,” he said instead. “All I’m saying is that there is, for everyone, more to this world than just what can be seen. I just...” he shook his head before fixing her with a serious stare. “Rodessa, I’m warning you to be prepared. Just like when an innocent civilian gets dragged into the life of the underworld, once the veil of ignorance is removed, nothing will ever be the same. You can’t go back to seeing life the way you once did. With Pandora, you’re going to experience things you never have before, a world both beautiful, yet ugly, alien, yet familiar. You need to keep an open mind. Or at the least have the right ammo.”

Rodessa’s face flushed. Slamming her hands on the dresser, she rounded on the communicator.

“I’m being serious, Hue!” she snapped. “Things are-”

Her voice cut off as she stared at her partner’s face. Not a sign of jovialness, no sign of a joke. The face she knew better from mission briefings than everyday life. Lifting his head, he fixed her stare with his own, amber eyes gleaming.

“As am I.”
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Huxian stared at the scene of the communicator, meeting Rodessa’s gaze with utmost serious. As much as he didn’t want to break all her expectations of the world in one go, if he let her go thinking the whole thing was a joke, she would end up getting herself hurt, or worse. He knew Rodessa. Sure she was an extremely competent assassin and, if one ignored her penchant for property damage, even a skilled FBI agent. But as a new Pandora Agent? Letting her stick to the illusion that the world was exactly as she thought….If she ended up facing something dangerous, something like himself (if he was serious) or worse…

No. He wouldn’t allow that. He couldn’t.

At the same time, he couldn’t just tell her every secret he was keeping, or every little thing about the Mystic world. For one, it could take weeks to fill her in, if not years, on the things he knew about that world. For another….well, Rodessa was stubborn. If he told her everything now, she would dismiss it all, grow angry at him for playing a trick and that will ruin everything, including the sense of trust between them.

A balance between. Enough to convince her that she wasn’t being played by Pandora, but not enough to overwhelm her into running.

“Listen, Roza….Rodessa,” he corrected, hoping the use of her full name would pull her up short, considering how often he used nicknames usually. “This isn’t a test, or something to mess with your mind. There are things out there that aren’t easily explained and for the most part stay hidden. That’s why you don’t often hear about them as fact. But….people being spirited away and are never heard from again. Planes that just go missing, with no explanation that even the signals from a black box could find. What starts ‘fairy tales’ to begin with. All these things have to have a source, even if it’s not one that seems ‘logical’. It only seems that way because it’s not in the public eye. Just the same way as underground drug rings, mafia gangs and even human trafficking are usually dismissed by civilians. Its because they’ve never seen it, so they don’t believe it to be true.”

“That’s probably because it usually is ‘underground drug rings, mafia gangs and even human trafficking etcetera!” Rodessa blurted, fingers gripping onto the blankets, expression mulish. “Gangs, terrorists, traffickers….you said it yourself, they’re everywhere. Bedtime stories don’t abduct people,” her lips twisted into an almost patronising smile. “Or are you going to tell me aliens are real too?”

“Who knows, I’m not a Conspiracy theorist,” Huffing, Huxian narrowed his eyes, almost feeling insulted at the accusation if he didn’t know that she was likely grasping straws to keep her worldview intact. “My sights have always been focused on this planet only. Stars and heavens I’ll leave to Astronauts and the gods. All I want to do here is make sure my partner doesn’t end up getting eaten or dismembered by things she’s never encountered before masquerading as humans.”

“What, like the big bad wolf?” Rodessa teased flippantly. “Or are you saying I’m going to get bitten by someone covered in glitter?”

“Are you trying to insult me with that kind of stuff now?” Huxian curled a lip at the mere thought of something like that existing. “I’m talking about actual monsters, not someone’s fanfiction.”

Ugh, this isn’t getting anywhere!

Rubbing the bridge of his nose, he decided to change tactics. “Alright then, how about this. What if….hypothetically, what if someone you were close to, someone you liked… have feelings for, maybe, was actually part of the mystic world? Perhaps, secretly, they aren’t human at all. What would you do if you found out?”

...Well, at least it wasn’t outright denials, but the expression on her face still wasn’t quite what he wanted. It was still more incredulous, though there was a hint of something he noticed as she crossed her arms and huffed, an expression that, had he blinked, he would have missed. Nervous. Ah, so she wasn’t quite as unphased by it as he thought.

Mind you, she had been saying she had seen weird things over where she was. No, she wasn’t as skeptical as she was trying to portray. She just didn’t want to make the things she had seen real.

Heart picking up pace, he pressed on.

“No answer? How about this then,” He leaned forward a little, never taking his eyes from her. “Sorry to bring this up as an example, but...you had amnesia as a child, right? Or at least, from the little you told me when we first met, once you knew you could trust me. You have grown up always knowing you were human, right? But what if in those lost memories, you knew other things? Maybe you had seen something and had your mind wiped? Maybe you came into contact with the mystic and forgot from the shock. Or maybe it wasn’t anything like that at all. But what if, in that lost past, you’re not as human as you think? What would you do then?”

Whipping her hair to look back at the communicator, her eyes narrowed a little. “What are you getting at, Fluff?” She raised a brow, hand to her chest. “Are you implying that I - I! Rodessa Hunter, am part of this mad house? Oh, Hue, no. No. That’s too tinfoil even for you. I am human. My blood is red. My mortality imminent! I’m on the slow march to death like everyone el-”

“I’m not implying anything,” Huxian cut in, frustration leaking into his voice. “I was giving examples so you would use the brains I know you have and think. I’m trying to help, not make you feel like a fool. I’m asking - no, I’m begging you to have an open mind about this!” He grabbed the communicator, eyes blazing. “I don’t want to find out one day that all that’s left of you is some bloody smear on the ground because you aren’t taking a threat seriously!”

“W-what?”

Rodessa jerked back a little, eyes widening. Ah...she wasn’t used to seeing him like that, he realised. They had been on all kinds of missions together that had their lives on the line and he had generally maintained the same flippant attitude. The only times he had really gotten serious was if things truly were serious. For something like this, that she was trying to find anything to prove what she had seen was some joke, it was probably like a slap to the face.

It took a long moment for her to regain her voice. Even then, it sounded like weak protests to his ears.

“I...there’s no proof that this shit even exists, Hue,” she objected. “If I don’t see it, hear it, touch it, then I can’t...I can’t?”

Sitting back, noting her shaken resolve, he pressed on. “And what about the monster you saw at that temple you visited? Why don’t you explain that one to me, if you please?”

Silence.

Got you

Lips quirking in a humourless smirk, Huxian hummed. “You can’t, can you?”

Speechless, Rodessa stared at him, mouth moving soundlessly, before finally, she latched onto something, anything, that still made sense.

“You were speaking to Violet?” she accused. “Both of you act like you know what’s going on….all of this….all of this is-”

“Roza!”

Clapping her hands over her ears, she shook her head sharply, panic gripping her voice. “Don’t you dare yell at me!” she snapped. “This isn’t normal, Hue! This can’t be! Because if it is-!”

Agh, this is what he was trying to avoid!

Gritting his teeth, Huxian’s mind raced, trying to find something, anything short of transforming there and then that might convince her. Hell, he wasn’t sure transforming would convince her either, other than to make her accuse him of being in cahoots with Violet to make some stupid film or illusionary smoke-and-mirror magic trick to play a cruel prank on her. If she believed that, then he’d never convince her. Worse, she would run off on her own and definitely end up getting killed by something - he’d heard rumours of some of the mystic types in that area. Not to mention things he learned during his time with Engetsu.

Dammit all, this was a mess!

Why is it that I have to be stuck here dealing with these damned Jiangshi. He thought wildly, Every minute I’m stuck here, duty or not, it another that Rodessa is in danger from things she denies even exists.

“You don’t get this world, little girl, you don’t. The mystic world is ruthless, relentless! Don’t you think that doesn’t make me panic every time I realise what you could encounter without my presence warding them off!” He clenched his fists, feeling his claw-like nails biting into skin enough to draw blood. “And now? Now you’ve seen them. You remember you’ve seen them. And now you have, you’re marked. You’ll see more. You’ll see more than you ever want. You won’t be the Rodessa Hunter you think you are any longer…You’ll reawaken and-”

Gods, please…please...let me be there when it happens!

“Reawaken…?” Rodessa blinked, as if that word alone had cut through her rising panic. “Wait, you...you’ve said that before. What are-”

Crap.

“I…” Huxian started, before stamping on the urge to blurt out everything. He couldn't. It….he couldn’t. Not now. He’d already said far too much. But if he said nothing, it would only serve to make things worse.

He compromised.

“I…” he licked his lips, before pressing on. “Not yet. I can’t say yet but...just...this isn’t the first time. You’ll...you’ll know soon enough.” Straightening, he locked eyes with her. “You said that if you can’t see, hear and touch it, you wont believe its true, right? What would you do if there was something I could show you, right now, to prove to you what you saw, what I’m saying, is all true?”

Not even waiting for her answer, he pulled himself to the bedside table and grabbed the Pandora issue devices that all agents were required to wear, if only so that, should the worst happened, there would be records of the agent’s fate. Quickly, he connected it to the communicator and began to type rapidly, searching through the file to find something that would guarantee she would know to be true - ah, engagements with the Jiangshi before he exhausted himself tossing foxfire and putting up barriers - finding out he was capable of using magic, never mind being a mythical fox might be too much right then. That done, he raised his gaze back to her, expression determined.

“They say seeing is believing,” he told her. “Prepare to believe.”

With that, he hit send.

[END]

Thursday 17 January 2019

Where The Sands Sleep Pt 4



Shaking her head, the woman sighed. “It’s a shame things turned out the way they did, “ she mourned. “Had her parents lived, she would have been favoured as a candidate. She truly would have been a wonderful queen…”

Nkosi gazed at the form of his guard as she carefully applied Kohl to her eyes, before glancing to the elder woman. “I think so too, but...he keeps sending her on these missions...dangerous ones, and she’s gone longer and longer…” He bit his lip, not wanting to think poorly of his brother, but… “Does he...not care…? For her?”

“He cares,” Mama assured. “Oh, does he care. But, right now, our land is in the midst of change. What he cannot accomplish himself, he is forced to send her to do. Every time, he worries constantly. He eagerly awaits notice from her, to know she is well, knowing each time he reluctantly sends her out that this mission could be her last, that he could be sending her to her death. It frightens him, more than you could ever know. But he cannot trust the task to anyone else. And so, he is cursed by his own power to make the orders and wait for her signal of success.”

Mama tilted her head, thoughtfully. “Considering how much things have changed for the better, with Our Pharaoh the change in the light, while Nubia his hand in the dark...they make quite the team, do they not?”

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Many leagues away from where the young prince continued his mission, the Living God and Sovereign of Egypt, Pharaoh Amen, paced. While it was next to impossible for him to leave the city, especially with construction and organization needing to be overseen, Amen had eyes and ears throughout the land, keeping watch for signs of descent or pockets of uprisings among the populous. In the grand scheme of things, Amen was a young Pharaoh, one of the youngest to sit upon the throne, and after the disastrous fate of his own honoured parents. Amen was a big change for the people. This didn’t always mean he was a welcome change.

Since he ascended from prince to mortal god, Amen had seen the reactions. There had been those who hoped to gain greater status by attempting to gain his favour. There had been those who hoped to gain his ear and, through him, become shadow rulers, not quite realising that, though young, Amen was more crafty than he first appeared. There were those who disliked the changes Amen tried to implement in order to better spread prosperity to his people, since there would always be those who stood to lose from the past regime. Some were easy to calm, to talk around or to be reminded who was their king, but others needed a more subtle hand, and others...well…

Amen clenched a hand into a fist, taking a shuddering breath as his stomach churned.

It wasn’t as though Amen enjoyed the more darker aspects of politics. However, sometimes it was needed to maintain a greater peace from those who selfishly endangered the populous by inciting useless uprisings over selfish matters. Even then, he did his best to try all other methods before resorting to that.

Even if he couldn’t leave, there were those in his employ that could. Upon his order, they spoke as his mouth, or listened as his ear. And, if all else failed, insighted justice as his hand.

While the most obvious of those antagonists had either gone to ground or already been dealt with in his early reign, Amen was not naive enough to think that was the end of it. Indeed, only recently had it come to his attention that some advisers who had been left over from his father’s court had been dabbling in some matters unbefitting of their status for their personal gain. Dabblings that, if left unattended, could cause an uprising and everything he had done so far would be all for naught. Left unattended, once again, the people would be the ones to suffer for it.

Considering that, he couldn’t risk word getting back through the court and, thus, to them. If they had the time to cover up after themselves, his hands would be tied. He could not fall into the same patterns of mistakes his father had done. Not if he wanted to save his people.

There was, however, one of his Medjai in the area that intelligence had informed him they would be in. It was just which Medjai was in the area that was cause for concern.

“Nubia…”

Running a hand over his face, Amen stilled his pacing, glancing over to his bed where, laying across it, was a commissioned dress of high quality linen, adorned with jewels and gold. The most well known reason for this, at least what he informed those who were to create the dress, was that this was for an ambassadorial meeting. Which, truely, was what Amen hoped would be all this would come to. However, even in an ambassadorial capacity, Medjai were able to pick up any hints of any continued plots. If Nubia was able to pick up anything like that, she wouldn’t be an ambassador of a different kind.

An ambassador of Anubis.

He wished he didn’t have to put such a burden on her. Nubia was his childhood friend, one of the few people who had stood with him unwaveringly when he had discovered the bodies of his slain parents and even upon his coronation. She was the only person he could trust with something like this unconditionally. Even beyond his own brother.

It didn’t mean he liked the idea that, even as she watched for Nkosi, she was staining her hands crimson on his order. But what choice did he have.

Fingers training over the smooth material, he closed his eyes, guilt heavy on his heart. “Forgive me for this, Nubia…”

Taking a shaky breath, he straightened, pushing his remorse aside. He was Pharaoh. His word was law. He cannot waver.

Striding to his desk, he sat, pulling a sheet of papyrus toward him and dipped his reed brush in the ink, considering how to compose his orders. Because they shouldn’t be simply orders, not to Nubia, anyway. She meant a bit more to him than a pawn on a Senet board.

Nibbling the end of the reed for a moment, frowning, he considered a little longer before slowly, finally, touched inked brush to page.

Nubia,

I have been listening for word and eagerly reading the updates on my brother’s quest. It gladdens my heart to hear news, whether or not the quest has yet proven fruitful. I understand that even a hawk needs time to travel distance and locate the recipient, thus I know patience is required while I wait for further updates. Even so, I hope when you receive it you, my brother and the convoy are in good health. I also hope that this does not change with the subject of this letter, as much as I wish it was merely for the purpose of inquiring about your wellbeing.

The rumours that I informed you of during my last correspondence appears to be rooted in truth. Should this matter be left unattended, it could become as a plague throughout our lands. Thus, the matter must be settled quickly before it can become a poisonous asp to bite us in our sleep. It is my sincere hope that the matter can be settled diplomatically, but if it comes to it, then you know what must be done.

I hope that you can forgive me for, once again, laying such a burden upon your shoulders. If there was any other way, I would take it. However, in cases of such importance, I trust you, both that you will not only negotiate as an Ambassador for a peaceful end, but also be strong enough to do what must be done if such a peaceful end is an impossibility.

For the sake of the betterment of our people, both now and in the future, it seems that we must both do what it takes, no matter how stained our hands become. However, I ask you to once again, remember that your heart and soul should be free of guilt, as the deaths are mine to bare. Let your heart remain unburdened.

Once again, please forgive me.

While I do hope for a peaceful outcome, I also wish you and my brother the best of luck on the rest of his quest. Please wish Nkosi well and please inform me if anything is needed. While the quest is Nkosi’s, he is still my brother and you, my dearest friend. Allow me to provide if either of you have a anything you require. Most of all, please stay safe.

Looking towards your return fondly,

Amen

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“What...is that it?”

Sitting up on the bed in the Pandora safehouse, Yin Huxian blinked at the communicator where Rodessa finished the story she gleaned from the Egyptian texts with a bemused frown. Rodessa herself, who had been continuing to get ready for the day, almost rolled her eyes as she tied back her hair.

“I did say I hadn’t finished translating, dumbass,” she scoffed, leaning a little closer to the mirror to check there wasn’t anything out of place. “In case one forgets, it takes time to translate and the Pharaoh wrote a lot. What do you think I am, Goggle Translate?”

“Witty as always, Rose bud,” Huxian’s tone as dry as the Egyptian deserts. “I just thought it was a little abrupt a place to stop.” He leaned his head on his palm, a smirk crossing his lips. “You’re usually a sucker for juicy details and, I don’t know about you, but I’m seeing lots of little tidbits in that letter alone.”

Rodessa huffed, tossing her hair playfully. “I’m quite certain I don’t know what you’re referring to, Mr Yin.”

However, the playfulness didn’t land long, a vague hint of unease brushing her features. She lowered her eyes a moment, as if debating with herself what to do, before finally reaching for the brush, running it over the length of her ponytail.

“While we’re at it I’ve been...distracted,” she admitted slowly, her lips kicking up slightly for a moment, “A handsome stranger in my dreams,” the smile faded back into concern. “...and this...mess...over on my side.”

While the dreams weren’t anything new to him (no matter how complicated that was - why was nothing simple when she was involved) even if it was amusing to realise that she thought he was handsome - the urge to interject there had been almost impossible to ignore! - the rest of it was a little more pressing to him. She didn’t need flirty Huxian, right now. She needed her partner.

“Mess?” he encouraged.

It took a long moment before she spoke again, her fingers tightening on her brush, her eyes refusing to meet his through the communicator screen.

“Do…” she licked her lip a moment, before trying again. “Do you believe in the supernatural?”

...What?

Huxian straightened now, any hint of exhaustion from his own job fading as realisation came over him. Ever since had had met her back when they had been training as assassins, Rodessa had been a firm believer in what she referred to as ‘realism’ - the only ‘monsters’ in the world were the human kind and she was a self proclaimed Atheist. The supernatural were just stories and fairytales, nothing more. For her to bring this up now…

I guess Pandora must be moving on to phase two. I thought that might be the case when Ro told me about the transfer under Madam Pouvell, but...I hope they know what they’re doing, throwing her into the deep end like this….

“I don’t,” Rodessa insisted, as if thinking Huxian would accuse her of needing a break for saying something so uncharacteristic, before biting her lip. “But...things are getting….weird...on my end. Like...there’s got to be a logical explanation! But...I don’t know...all this ‘supernatural’ crap? It’s...disconcerting.”

Oh, hell, they really had just thrown her in, or at least had just thrown texts in her direction to translate and hoped she got a clue from that. Ugh….he wanted to snap his fangs at Violet, he really did! However, he fought back the urge, forcing his tone to stay even. Ro didn’t need to think he was angry at her.

“Does it frighten you?” he asked gently.

“I don’t believe in Monsters,” Rodessa retorted, though not perhaps as strongly as Huxian was expecting, her tone wavering. “At least...that’s what I thought…”

It was almost as if she felt ashamed to admit it, unable to speak much louder than a whisper, as if expecting him to laugh in her face at any moment. She toyed with the hairbrush in her fingers, forcing herself to continue, ashamed or not, as if it would hurt more not to speak of it to someone she could trust with it. “I mean,” she rationalised, “men are the real monsters that ‘go bump in the night’. If - and let’s just say if - ‘the boogie man’ does exist...well, it’s easier to kill a man than a monster.”

“Strange...I always thought the same,” Huxian admitted, though probably not in the same context she might think. Huxian had lived in both worlds. A fox from birth, lived as a supernatural being and a human for decades...Out of all the creatures in the world, Humans were, ironically, the most dangerous kind of creature in existence. It wasn’t because they were stronger, or faster. Hell, they weren’t necessarily even smarter. What they were, however, were creative. They were harbingers of change. Some good, most bad. And yet, ironically, they were resistant to anything that didn’t fit into their world view, or their own ideas of progression.

There was a reason, so long ago, that Huxian despised humanity.

But Rodessa...it was different for her. And….his view on true monsters...well, he couldn’t inflict that on her. Not when she was looking for some kind of reassurance, or perhaps validation.

(And….a selfish part of him just hoped that she wouldn’t come to despise him in turn)

“You may not believe in things that go bump in the night,” he continued instead. “But others do.”

Rodessa scoffed. “Fairy Tales!”

A chuckle bubbled in his throat, mirthless. “You, more than anyone, know that people believe what they wish to. Yet in the shadows, what everyone thinks only happens in movies takes place right under their noses. The more your eyes become accustomed to the shadows, the more one starts to notice.” His lips quirked up, humourlessly. “Honestly, I’m surprised it’s taken you this long to question reality.”

After all, she’s dealt with him for all this time. He would be more shocked if he hadn’t slipped up or hinted something to her even if he had been hiding his own nature, even if she never questioned about the mystic in any other capacity.

Rodessa twisted in her seat, eyes narrowing almost dangerously.

“And what, Pray tell, are you getting at?”

Humming, Huxian fell silent

“I mean,” she continued, tone almost biting, “you say that as if all this is more than just putting useless superstitions to rest with the rest of the ghost tales.”

He wanted to bark a laugh. He wanted to tell her. He really did. He wanted to tell her just how ironically funny this was to him, how much it tugged at the part of him that missed how things once were. He wished he could simply shake her with ears back and fangs bared and drag out those memories but...he couldn’t. He couldn’t. It...it wasn’t time...if it ever could be again. But if there was no hope, would there have been divine intervention?

Digging his claws into the bed sheets, he forced himself into patience. He had existed for centuries. A few months….even a few decades...it should be nothing to him.

But it meant something to Rodessa and if he didn’t say anything she would be at his throat any second, distance between them notwithstanding.

“I’m not confirming anything or denying anything, Roza,” he said instead. “All I’m saying is that there is, for everyone, more to this world than just what can be seen. I just...” he shook his head before fixing her with a serious stare. “Rodessa, I’m warning you to be prepared. Just like when an innocent civilian gets dragged into the life of the underworld, once the veil of ignorance is removed, nothing will ever be the same. You can’t go back to seeing life the way you once did. With Pandora, you’re going to experience things you never have before, a world both beautiful, yet ugly, alien, yet familiar. You need to keep an open mind. Or at the least have the right ammo.”

Rodessa’s face flushed. Slamming her hands on the dresser, she rounded on the communicator.

“I’m being serious, Hue!” she snapped. “Things are-”

Her voice cut off as she stared at her partner’s face. Not a sign of jovialness, no sign of a joke. The face she knew better from mission briefings than everyday life. Lifting his head, he fixed her stare with his own, amber eyes gleaming.

“As am I.”

[END]

Wednesday 9 January 2019

Where The Sands Sleep Pt 3


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“I...I’m sorry...” Nkosi stammered, hands clenching anxiously at his sides. “I won’t do it again. I was just...I was bored and….and I wanted to learn, like you told me, so I could….I… could…”


Nubia hushed him gently, pecking the child’s forehead and cheeks, petting his smooth head with a hand, directing the camel more with nudges of her feet than by the rein’s held loosely in her other hand.


“It’s alright,” the guard soothed gently. “I’m not mad. You just scared me, is all. When I found the room empty, I thought the worst...My heart almost stopped in my chest.”


With gently fingers, she lifted Nkosi’s chin so he could look her in the eye. “Please…” she insisted, tone almost a plea. “Don’t do that again.”


“Yes, Ma’am.”


Nubia drew him into a slightly awkward hug, murmuring a quiet thanks before they finally prided each other away to get settled back into the saddle properly and Nibia took proper hold of the reins once more. It would take some time to get to the next village and Nubia wanted to be sure thy could cover as much distance as possible before they had to rest. Her job in town, outside of watching over Nkosi’s task, might have been over, but she would feel a tad more at ease with that bit of distance between the city and them before night fell.
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A few days had passed since they had left the city and begun their travels to further regions. On the third day of traversing the desert heat, water supplies were getting low. Luckily, their destination was in sight, only a few hours travel away by camel, close to a small river that would provide adequate comfort for the small traveling party.

Even so, Nubia couldn’t help but be concerned for her young charge. while the desert had been kind enough for those used to its heat, Nkosi was not used to such times of travel in the sun, becoming easily exhausted, the dry heat seeming to sap the energy from him, irritating his soft skin as the dusty air clung to his sweating body. His appetite was practically non-existent. Even with her gentle encouragement, something that usually worked wonders on the prince, the boy picked at any food given, if he ate at all. More often than not, any time they paused for a break, he spent much of the time sleeping under whatever temporary shelter they could make, and would wake barely rested at all.

It worried her. But all they could do was push the camels just that bit faster to finally bring them to the village and, more importantly, the shelter and water the child desperately needed.

As they closed in towards the village, the desert ground became more compacketed as they joined the traders road and the traveling merchants and travelers trekking towards the town.

Were the circumstances ordinary, Nubia would have expected the boy to perk up, subtly try to peek at what the various venders might be bringing along with them. Worryingly, however, Nkosi just groaned, sagging further against the camel, swaying so precariously that, if he wasn’t sitting with Nubia, he might have been at risk of sliding off the side of the camel.

“M’tired…” the boy croaked. “W’nna sleep…S’noisy...”

Stamping hard on the sudden alarm running through her at how sun-drunk the boy sounded, Nubia quickly signalled to the other guards, barking a quick series of orders as she dismounted the camel, carefully cradling the child in her arms. She frowned. Nkosi wasn’t a heavy child by any means, but he seemed a little lighter now than he had been before they set out on the quest.

She would have to keep an eye on that. It wasn’t a concern right at this moment, but it could easily become a concern when one considered that Nkosi was on the road for long periods of time in an environment his body wasn’t accustomed to. Until he had grown used to the hard life on the road, the way she and even the Pharaoh had become, not keeping an eye on such things could soon slip from mildly concerning to dangerous. Especially when the child already seemed sun touched.

Carefully making sure that any hint of gold on his person was carefully hidden under his travel clothes, Nubia took off at a brisk pace away from the merchant’s road towards the river. Checking that there were no prying eyes, she carefully stripped him of his garments and lowered him into the cool water, cupping her hands and trickling the liquid over his hands, his face, head and skin until the boy began to stir.

“Nubi, stop it,” he groaned, trying to bat her hands away, face screwed up in a mix of confusion and irritation. “It’s not bath time yet!”

It was the most movement she had seen from him in days.

A smile touched her lips as Nkosi seemed to pick up on more details of where he was, the tired confusion and irritation fading into something a little closer to shocked relief at the chilly waters against heated skin. Even better, his eyes seemed alight with an awareness that had been hidden by heat exhaustion since they had left the city.

“I know, little one,” she assured, trickling more water over his heated forehead before cupping her hands and allowing the child to sip from the water pooled there. “But too much heat can be dangerous as a desert’s chilly nights. This should cool you for a time. While we’re here, I can refill the water skins and hopefully we can catch some fresh fish as well.”

Nkosi nodded distractedly, obviously more interested in having his fill of water down his parched throat to answer directly. She bit back a chuckle, too relieved at the way he was inching to recovery to annoy him by pricking his pride.

At the sound of footsteps, she turned to see one of the guards approaching, along with an older woman that she had not seen in some time, who bowed once she had their attention, fuirst, deeply to the young prince, before a slightly less prostrating one to Nubia herself, if only by a thin margin.

“Your grace,” she addressed Nubia once the guard motioned for her to straighten. “I received the hawk. Your letter said that the young prince was unwell. From what I can see, it is as you thought - heat stroke,” the woman approached, eyeing the boy critically, who gripped Nubia’s garments, eyeing the woman back suspiciously. However, she seemed to ignore the expression as easily as one might brush off a fly, simply observing his features, noting the flush of his cheeks and sunkissed skin before finally nodding to Nubia . A relatively minor case, for now, though considering his age and the the levels of sun exposure he is usually used to, it is best if we were to give him a rest from Ra’s gaze for a while.”

“I see,” Nubia hummed in response, carefully easing the child from his clinging, mind racing, glad that she had yet to lose the skill at picking up on the hints of Heat stroke in the years she had served the Pharaoh. “ If this is the case, then where would-”

“Nubi!” Nkosi hissed, tugging at her clothes, voice coloured by a confused suspicion. “Who is she?”

Ah, of course, The woman was not someone that Nkosi had ever seen before, having been too young the time she had seen the, at the time, Prince Amen, to recall the meeting at all. And they had somewhat skipped introductions this time.

Thankfully not annoyed by the interruption, the older woman stepped forward, eyes warm and gentle as she crouched beside the river before him, her tone sweet, but with an underlying knowingness to it, of one who knew far more than their appearance might let on.

“My young prince,” she began, “We have met long ago, though you were young and thus would not remember our meeting. My name is Mama Parame. I was once the nursemaid. Doctor and occasional tutor to his majesty, Amen. As his younger brother, please, call me Mama.”

For a moment, Nkosi mulled over the introduction. The name sounded….vaguely familiar. Though he wasn’t sure if it was only mentioned in passing or if it was a name that had cropped up in one of Amen’s stories of his time as crown prince, the name was certainly one he had heard from his brother’s lips.

Noting the hint of familiarity in the boy’s eyes, the woman, Mama, continued.

“It has been some time since I have been in the royal family’s employ,” she admitted. “Not since...well…” she trailed off, clearing her throat.

Nubia hid a wince, hoping that the prince didn’t notice. The story of what happened to the previous Pharaoh might have been somewhat vague to Nkosi, who had been too young to recall, other than Amen himself, Nubia had been there to see the aftermath that left both boys orphans and Amen himself suddenly thrust into being responsible for an entire kingdom.

Thankfully, Nkosi didn’t press for Mama to continue. Though perhaps this was because of the sleepy interest he had in what she was doing. She had pulled a vial from her bag, into which she added what smelt like honey and ripened dates. She swirled and shook the concoction before encouraging the boy to drink.

Not a fool to trust a woman just on her word that she had known his elder brother years ago, Nkosi’s eyes shifted to Nubia. It was only once Nubia had nodded in approval that Nkosi relaxed, taking the vial from Mama’s hand. He sniffed it, nose wrinkling slightly at the medicinal sweetness. It wasn’t unpleasant - he had smelt far worse - but it still smelt obviously of medicine, no matter how the sweetness of dates and honey attempted to mask it. Even as he drank it quickly in hopes to avoid tasting it, there was that herbal sour note just under the otherwise overpowering sweetness.

Satisfied that he had drained the vial, the woman exchanged it for a light meal of bread and fish. While he still wasn’t overly enthused by the idea of eating, the boy nevertheless did as silently instructed. Only once he was finished did they allow the boy to redress and head back to the camels in order to finally reach the town.

Seeing the woman walking with them, rather than heading back towards the village ahead of the group, it appeared Mama was going to remain with them for the duration.

Still a few hours to go. Ugh...He hoped it would end soon…

-----

It was dusk by the time the camels finally stepped into the town limits and almost as soon as they had, a message arrived via hawk from the Pharaoh with yet another mission to complete. Nkosi frowned as he plucked at the camel’s riding blankets. As much as Nkosi knew why dirty jobs needed to be done, he didn’t quite understand why it was Nubia receiving these jobs when she was already helping him with his mission. Was it just that they were that sensitive he could only entrust them to someone who held his utter confidence? Or...was this simply the way of the Majai and Nkosi never realised before because he had never been in the company of one outside his brother’s presence?

As the current first in line to the throne until Amen sired an heir, it was something he felt he should know. He resolved to ask more about it the next time he had to send off a letter along with his report. For now, though, he had his own mission to fulfil, Nubia or no Nubia - that and recovering from this awful heat stroke…

With nightfall fast approaching, and thus anyone of note having already left or preparing to leave for the night, they made their way to one of the local inns that the small group and ‘Mama’ (it seemed like she wasn’t leaving any time soon) would be staying for the duration of their stay. In the morning, assuming Nkosi had recovered enough to do so, they would scope the town and get a good feel for it before finding a potential match for Amen.

Considering how it felt like that Mama ledy was watching him whenever he wasn’t looking, this was going to be a long night…

While booking into the inn, Nkosi caught sight of some kind of parcel being handed to Nubia, however, she changed the subject if he tried to draw any attention to it, escorting him to their room. Only then, away from prying eyes, did she unwrapped it. Inside there was another wrapped package and a letter addressed to her.

Carefully, she read over the note, making sure to do so several times to memorise the contents, without letting Nkosi or any of the guards see it’s contents, before tearing it into small shreds and tossing it into the fire, stirling it up amongst the burning wood until it turned to ash. Once she was certain there was no part of the letter that remained for any of the maid-staff to see when it came to clearing the fireplace in the morning, she turned to the package, carefully unwrapping it. What flowed out like silken water was an elaborate garment embellished with gold and precious gemstones, along with Kohl and malachite powder and red ocher housed within a decorative box, along with high quality ivory applicator sticks.

Quickly, she dressed in the fineries. She was well aware that her features, when she used the powders to hide her distinctive scar, were those of high upbringing. Dressed in a silken dress, adorned in gold and gems, face painted, nails manicured and scented like irises, she looked to be a noble woman, or even a princess.

Beautiful, kind, strong, good with people...Now Nkosi thought about it...those were many of the features Nkosi was hoping to find in whatever woman would best match his brother as Great Wife. If he could find someone like Nubia...He was sure that not only would the kingdom be at peace, but his brother could be happy.

A gentle head pat drew him out of his musings.

“Quite lovely, isn’t she,” ‘Mama noted, an odd hint of nostalgia in her eyes. “It makes me wonder what she would have been like if the Lord and Lady were still with us.”

What was that meant to mean?

Seeing the bemusement on Nkosi’s face, she chuckled, but elaborated. “Ah, you wouldn’t know, but our dear Nubia was originally meant to be married to the Pharaoh as his bride,” she explained. “Her parents were originally favoured in the late Pharaoh’s court, her father as Viser, her mother a high ranking member of the Majai. Alas, upon their deaths, their fortunes were seized by her Uncle. Out of memory of his dear friends, the Late Pharaoh took in the girl. Unfortunately, due to her being without title or lands, the court would never allow a match with their prince, however, the Late Pharaoh refused to abandon her, training her to become an adviser and guard, as well as the Prince’s playmate. If all went to plan, once she became a woman, she would have the grounding to choose her way in life.”

Shaking her head, the woman sighed. “It’s a shame things turned out the way they did, “ she morened. “Had her parents lived, she would have been favoured as a candidate. She truly would have been a wonderful queen…”

Nkosi gazed at the form of his guard as she carefully applied Kohl to her eyes, before glancing to the elder woman. “I think so too, but...he keeps sending her on these missions...dangerous ones, and she’s gone longer and longer…” He bit his lip, not wanting to think poorly of his brother, but… “Does he...not care…? For her?”

“He cares,” Mama assured. “Oh, does he care. But, right now, our land is in the midst of change. What he cannot accomplish himself, he is forced to send her to do. Every time, he worries constantly. He eagerly awaits notice from her, to know she is well, knowing each time he reluctantly sends her out that this mission could be her last, that he could be sending her to her death. It frightens him, more than you could ever know. But he cannot trust the task to anyone else. And so, he is cursed by his own power to make the orders and wait for her signal of success.”

Mama tilted her head, thoughtfully. “Considering how much things have changed for the better, with Our Pharaoh the change in the light, while Nubia his hand in the dark...they make quite the team, do they not?”

Honestly, she wasn’t wrong. Even so...Nkosi couldn’t help but look back at his dear guard as she hid a knife within the folds of her gown. As she turned to him, adorned in all the fineries of the court, he could see her, not as a guard or Majai, but as a princess, or maybe…

Nubia knelt before him, a slight smile touching painted lips.

“I will return soon. I just need to finalise a few deals tonight and will rejoin you by noon meal at the latest. Mama Parame will guard you until I return.” She cupped his cheek and pressed her lips to his forehead. “Be good for her, alright?”

With one last hug, Nubia slipped away into the night, leaving Nkosi with the elder woman and many a thought in his heart.

---

The village was full of life the next morning when Mama and Nkosi made their way through the bustling bazaar. They had recieved word that Nubia would be joining them close to what appeared to be some kind of school. It was different from the strings of tutors and scholars that Nkosi received, however. This school was a simple building and the teachers that he noted as he watched one of the lectures were possibly some minor priestesses of Thoth, or perhaps having been taught by one themselves. They seemed knowledgeable enough on their subject, but he was pretty sure those hired for royalty would run rings around them.

As he watched, he noted that, other than those sitting in the group being taught, there were some that hung back, as if trying to listen without being noticed. He only realised why towards the end of the lecture, when the woman carried a bowl and each child in the group tossed in an amount of money.

Ah...so they didn’t have the funds to actually take part in the class, it seemed. Those children at the edges being part of the mass who had grown illiterate because of their social standing. But..the women weren’t just teaching, now. They were handing out food to the class members. Even then, those poorer children did not approach.  But why?

Humming thoughtfully, Nkosi tugged at the dress of Mama, encouragement to follow as he approached the the poorer children and bowed to them.

“Why aren’t you with the others?” he asked, wanting to be absolutely sure he understood what was happening (last thing he needed was for what happened in the last city being repeated). “You could get food over there and maybe listen better”

A young girl, maybe only a little younger than him, shook her head. “Don’t be silly. You need money to be part of that. We can’t afford...so we can only listen from here.”

A boy, a little older, smiled weakly. “We’re fine. As long as we get the gist if it, we can teach our siblings. If we know at least a little, we can work good enough jobs so maybe we can join the class properly….one day.”

And how long would it take you to learn anything useful from here to get those better jobs? Nkosi wondered. From his new position here, he could barely hear a word, let alone see what was going on. There was no way that those kids were going to get anything useful, let alone accurate.

Squaring his shoulders, Nkosi headed over to where the two teachers had just finished with the payment bowl. “Excuse me, teacher!” he called, ignoring the quiet steps of Mama following close behind. He couldn’t let himself be distracted.

The teacher with the bowl turned to Nkosi, her posture the picture of elegance as she addressed him. “Good afternoon, young man. Have you paid to participate in the lesson today?”

“No, I’ve not come for class,” he quickly continued, seeing the dismissal about to birth on the woman’s face. “I already know how to read and write. Nu….Mother teaches me, you see.”

“Ah, I see,” the woman noted. “Is your mother also a teacher?”

“You could say that. She’s definitely learned,” Nkosi admitted. He wasn’t even lying. He was sure his actual mother, the late queen, would have been highly educated. And Nubia, who actually taught him many of the basics outside of assigned tutors in specific subjects, was certainly as capable. On all levels, he was being truthful. He hurried on before she could ask for details. “While I’m not here for a lesson, I have a question I would like to ask, if I may, teacher?”

The woman seemed amused in that indulgent was Nkosi had seen in other adults before/ “Well, if it is something I can answer, I would be happy to help. Go on.”

“Why is it that children are charged to learn how to read and write?” he asked, doing his best to word it in a way that wouldn’t become the sharp imperial tone of indignation. “They’re not becoming part of the temples, merely learning the basics of script, so….shouldn’t such basic knowledge be free?”

“Well, my child, I take their money to feed their hearts and minds,” the woman explained. “However, the teachers have needs to be taken care of as well, such as food which, unfortunately, costs money. Thus, a small fee. Besides, once these children leave my care, the feel they spend here will soon be repaid through the jobs and stations gained by attaining such knowledge. In the long run, such a token would mean very little.”

Well, he understood somewhat. Food cost money, money had to come from somewhere. Still… “What of the other children?”

“Other children, my dear?”

Gesturing in the direction he had come from, knowing that the teacher would see the two he had left, Nkosi explained. “There are children who wish to learn, but don’t have the means of paying the ‘token’ at the time. Could those people be taught by you and pay later, once they have the money that would make the small token mean little? Or would they be refused and forced to beg for the rest of their lives?”

The teacher was brought up short. There was something about the child’s eyes, older, wiser than his appearance portrayed. It was as if the roles were somehow revered and she was the one being scolded by a teacher, rather than her being the tutor and him the child. His gaze was stirn, almost disappointed...It made a cold shiver run through her spine and she swallowed, unable to meet that gaze. Instead, she looked to the woman with him, trying for a strained smile.

“Ah….Your...Uh...son sure asks a lot of questions, does he not?”

‘Mama’ hummed, cocking a brow at the question dodge. “My dear girl,” she purred, denying whatever escape the woman had been looking for. “Please, don’t sugarcoat what you want to say. This boy is wize for his age. He’ll understand.”

Certainly not the response she expected from a mother. And those uncomfortable young-old eyes still watched her like a jackal. She frowned. “Those children...Unfortunately, the way the world works, those unable to pay can’t attend. Its likely they won't get far in life anyway. They’d beg. Or be sold.”

“Sold?”

Gods, those eyes were like knives…

“Sold, yes, into slavery. A strong, healthy child sold could sustain a family for a few good years. Longer, if they’re careful. Other children can survive if a few extra ones are sold. It’s the way the gods intended - the lions stand proudly, while the gazelle grazes at the bottom. Some children even receive good masters and may even receive educations or apprenticeships through them, but...considering their natural places...they are wasting their time here, don’t you think?”

Nkosi saw red. What right did she have to even suggest she knew what the gods thought? Hell, to suggest that this is what Amen, the living god, thought! And about people like those kids, like what could have happened to Nubia! “You can’t know that is what anyone intended! Least of all the gods!” Nkosi snapped. “You are a teacher! Is it not your natural place to spread knowledge? What if the gods intended for you to teach even those people? Why not break the cycle when there are ways to go about doing it?!”

The teacher laughed, as if he had said something humorous. “If I taught every child for free then what would happen?” she said, as if speaking to one a tad slow witted. “Were I to do that, we would all end up poor. I will not waste my money and time on those who have no future, not if all it does is drag us all into the dirt. No, no, that is not the way things work. The way of the world can’t just be changed-”

“I would appreciate,” A new voice interrupted, tone colder than ice, “If you did not teach my child such things.”

The small group whipped around, the rage draining from Nkosi as fast as the colour drained from the teachers face as Nubia, still dressed in finery, stalked towards them, a lioness staring down a petrified gezelle.

“If money is an issue,” Nubia continued. “Then ask the villages reserve, or even the priests of the temple of Thoth. Better yet, petition to the Pharaoh himself. If the case is strong enough, delivered with passion, then that case would reach his eyes and ears. After all, Rebuilding what was lost and pathing the way for a brighter future is what he insists on.

“But you won’t do that,” she continued silkilly, as the teacher stumbled back, “You don’t have the initiative to do so. No, you just say ‘this is how the world is’ and blasphemously blame the will of the gods as it’s cause. I wonder...when it is your time to face them, what will they think of you, who threw blame unto them? And, when that time comes, how heavy will your heart weigh against the feather of truth.”

Elegantly, Nubia scooped Nkosi in her arms, a polite smile crossing her painted lips. “I do hope that you will enjoy your time in the belly of Ammit.” she purred, before, leaving the teacher to flop bonelessly to her knees, she turned around and, Mama in toe, swept away.

---

Barely able to concentrate on his evening meal, Nkosi was still amazed at how effortlessly Nubia had dealt with the situation. It was almost like watching his brother smilingly cut down an idiot official that tried to partition for an unfair tax raise. But, amazing as it was to watch, it...didn’t change the fact that the situation was sad to begin with. Children whose futures were stolen from them, simply because of where and how they were born…

“Does….does brother know of this?” He asked, subduedly.

Mama sighed, threading her wrinkled hands together. “He does,” she admitted. “But right now, with the lands still in disarray and civil unrest still rife in the land, there is little he can do until there is a working structure in place and his power is set in stone. Though even then, he is working to ensure a better foundation to begin to implement change once the lands are tamed. For the parents of children like the ones today, the Pharaoh has granted them the opportunity of employment, in stonemasonry, in craftsmanship, in the palace, both as it is being built and afterwards, and the temples. Those he has commissioned will receive grain, and their children the opportunity to be fed and educated in the new city.” She looked him over, eyes knowing. “It is not a fast plan, nor the best that can be created, but until the unrest is settled, it is, at least, a good start, though not one that will see great benefits short term. For now, getting word out is truly all that can be done.”

The boy nodded, sleepy, but determined, even as he fought back a yawn. “For now,” he insisted.

Mama’s lip’s quirked. “For now,” she agreed.

[END]